Could It Be Love? Or Just Some Other Crush?

That feeling of being light as air... tons and tons of butterflies trying to escape... that one person that you can never get off your mind... are the sure signs that you're in love.
  I think I'm in love, but could it be? I've liked so many guys in the past, and thought the same thing, but could this time be different? I've liked him for over a year now, and I think he knows I like him... well a while ago. I stopped liking him twice, but only because that's when I got a boyfriend. But still after I stopped dating them... I fell in love with him again.
  Why oh why does it have to be so confusing? So fustrating? So lovely to be in love? Sometimes I just wish for my feelings to go away, but then once they're gone... I just want them to come back. Every time I think about him, I wonder if he's ever thinking about me? Everytime I dream of him, I wonder if he's dreaming of me? Everytime I want to be closer to him, I wonder does he want to be closer to me too? If only I knew he liked me too, I would ask him out. Well maybe not... I don't want to ruin the friendship that's barely there. But it be worth it? That's just the thing, is it?
  For some reason lately, I've been thinking that he likes me too. It feels like there's something in his eyes when he looks at me. And lately he's been wanting to sit by me more and bumping me with his leg sometimes. But what if he looks at everyone that way, what if sitting by me is just on accident and what if he accidently bumped my leg and just kept it there? And then just put his arm around me just because I was cold?
  I wish I could just ask him out or something, but I'm afraid of being turned down and like I said earlier ruining the friendship that's hardly there. Any ideas? Comments?
 

Hot Topic

Hot Topic, is one of the most amazing stores I've ever been to. I got my "emo" black and blue gloves from there, which I wear them like ever day. Also I got a purple plaid jacket and also a blue one. Hot Topic is a great place to find popular band shirts, like Paramore, Linkin Park, Black Veil Brides, and Panic! At The Disco. They also have many colors of hair extentions, which I love the bright blue ones, and blue is my favorite color. They have tons of candy, some of it is pretty different, but it tastes really good like the Harry Potter Candy. And yes I do like the Harry Potter books and movies. There's a guys' section there too of course, I usually go to the girls'. And next year for Halloween, if you need a great costume, go to Hot Topic, they have a ton of great choices!

In Search of the Wonderball Candy

So randomly today I started craving the candy Wonderball. I know they don't sell them in stores anymore, so I'm seaching on the internet for one. I did't know they could be so hard to find!  As it turns out they were temporarily banned from selling them, because the stuff inside was small enough to be a choking hazard for little kids. Someone said they have them at Walgreens. Also I've heard they sell Sponge Bob Squarepants ones at Dollar General around Easter time. Some say that they sell them no where and that you could possibly special order them. A person said they used to sell them at the site of candy4u.com, I checked there but they don't have them... but they do have a ton of amazing other candy! Also someone said they sell them at http://www.nationwidecandy.com/, I've checked out the site and they have Sponge Bob Squarepants ones and its in stock and it costs $10.20 per case. So the search is now over, and if anyone wants to get the Wonderball candy get it at that site or suffer from extremely craving them!!! =]

Class Rings!!!

Today at school we got packets to get a class ring! I'm not just getting one because I like it, it's also because of my parents, they say it's a once in a life time thing. I've got it all picked out it's silver, has my gemstone of Alexandrite, my name, and has a star and crescent on one side and the arts on the other. Also it's the antique traditional style with the smooth band and my full name engraved inside it. I can't wait to get it. Some of my friends think it's stupid, but I don't! =]

Things I've Drawn

A Poem of the Past

It doesn't matter what they did wrong, it matters if they still care.

Poem I Made for my Story

What you love most, is what you fear.

My story is about angels, and this girl wants to become one, but its not her time to become one so the angel saves her life and gives her wings for one night. and that's all I have so far, I might decide to change it up later, but that's how it is now.